I LOVE YOU WHY? ( This book first published in 2008 under ERIC PUBLICATION at Kilokata, India)

I LOVE YOU WHY?

I LOVE YOU
WHY?


Sankar Sarkar



I LOVE YOU
WHY?





I LOVE YOU WHY?
Sankar Sarkar



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Gurudashi Sarkar, mother
Jyotish Ch. Sarkar, father
Sailik, son
& Gouri, Wife
to whom I owe much.



PUBLISHER’S NOTE
‘I Love You Why?’ is an exquisite work in English literature based on an exceptional taste with philosophical outlook. Various approaches in this book have prevailed over and treated of the indispensable and very abiding aspects concerning love which is the unending question in our life from the birth to death. The title of this book consists of four words considered four pillars of the lofty thinking of every life. Hope its every profound, touching and panoramic theme and view will be abe to slake the readers’ thirst and will succour them to overcome many a puzzle in the question of life and love. In this lovely work the author has poured himself to anchor his exploration in the fathomless ocean of readers’ mind. Really we are proud to publish such a beautiful work. We believe its underlying theme will touch the readers heart and will be able to imbue their mind with its ecstatic purport and significance.

We look forward to your warm and lovely response.


The Editor
Eric Publication
December 2007





PREFACE
‘I love you why?’ is a singular taste of the philosophical work in English literature. Its main subject matter is philosophy of love based on assorted outlooks of science, religion, psychology and also sociology. In ‘I LOVE YOU WHY?’ love serves as an universal therapy to assuage all worldly ailments of the bitter life. My readers will be able to realize whenever they will come close to this writing. They must grasp how I've tried my best to be their fond lover to whisper the sweet words into their ear. I believe its every arressing and exguisite word will help them to surmount lots puzzling stages concerning the question of ‘I love you why?’ Hope its jejune and piercing thought will fill their hearts to brim with a distinct ecstasy of sublimity. To bring this work in to being I offer my heartful thanks to a few elements hearts who are Prof. Dr. Jnanprakash Mondal, my guide & friend, Mrs Gouri Sankar, my consort whose silent co-operation would keep me energetic & creative, Sailik Sarkar (Eric), my only son of six year old whose sacred childish affection inspired me and also led me to the winding course of life to explore many known and unknown regions regarding this contribution. Mrs Suparna Roy, my best childhood-friend whose true altruistic love still accompanies & encourages me. Prof. Ashutosh sarkar, Mr. Himanshu Sarkar, my elder brothers, Mr. Suparna Dutta, Principal Mr. K. Adhikary, Proft. Dr. Lily Law, my well-wishers & Mr. Sontosh Rana Chowdhury (Journalist), my student those who stretched out their promising friendly hand towards me and their friendly
succour made this publication convenient.


15th December, 2007 Author











CONTENTS

Index No. Page No.
Introduction : A few words for my readers 1
1. First Chapter : I love you: Scientific view 8
2. Second Chapter : I love you: Philosophical view 11
3. Third Chapter : I love you: Psychological view 14
4. Fourth Chapter : I love you: Religious view 18
5. Fifth Chapter : Let met tell why I love you 21
6. Sixth Chapter : I love you because you know me better than others 29
7. Seventh Chapter : I love you because you are a substitute for the philosophy of my essence 33
8. Eighth Chapter : I love you because loveless life is like a deviated star 37
9. Ninth Chapter : You are the provenance of the immanent power 40
10. Tenth Chapter : Vast creation is so inclined to you 43
11. Eleventh Chapter : Everything is relative but you. 48
12. Twelfth Chapter : To unlock the mystery of life. 52
13. Thirteenth Chapter : You’re my second existence 56
14. Fourteenth Chapter : Life is controversial respecting philosophy and science 60
15. Fifteenth Chapter : Beauty is the royal road to love. 63
16. Sixteenth Chapter : You’re the most curious one
Concerning me 68















I LOVE YOU, WHY?

INTRODUCTION

A FEW WORDS FOR MY READERS:

Offering a handful of love I welcome all of you to my poor world of writing. With a high hope and a deep confidence I have held my pen and dipped it in the tear of joy to write this book. I don’t know what little I’ll be able to convey to you with my writing. So I like approaching towards you with a curious mind to open my heart which is so eager to tell you the mystery concerning the life. We all are at a great stake because life is locked. Really our birth is a great mistake, for it is obscure to us. So life is too mysterious to unveil its reality. As a result, men are, of course, in a grave fix to understand and realize and also enjoy the true mirth of life.
We are on struggling, so we are all running. We are on striving for questing after some new thing for we know. We are thinking of what our mind is silently seeking. We are on groping because we are ignoring. What we know is not complete and what we are yearning for grasping is not coherent in comparison with our true asking of mind. We are still puzzling on to settle any thought properly because we beyond the mystery of the life. But there is only one key to unlock the shut door of life called love. Because life is a wonderful game in the world but love is much more wonderful and mysterious than life, so love is apposite for digging up its mystery. Have you thought how these words are so sweet? These three words have paved the way for the true destination of life where has no a little irksome. These three words make the best meaningful, profoundest and most touching sentence which has begot the most significance to the existence of all creative aspects relating to life. It has occupied the most dominant refuge in the hearts of mankind irrespective of caste and creed. Its sublimity and subtlety are too permeating to signify in life in a full-fledged.
I don’t know how you have thought of it. How you have wished to have it in your life. Its magic touch is much more recondite than Aladdin Wonderful Lamp. It’s the most underlying and incurrent power has kept the world, life and philosophy speed up.
Life seems to be a nasty and absurd game without love; because love provides necessary force to continue this life game in a full swing. If not, this life would face awkwardly what would occur to it in its prolonged course. So, life looks lively and romantic as the green looks beautiful under the influx of the soil. Though ‘love’ seems to be nonexistent without life apparently, but love is the prime curiosity in life to enhance its true beauty. It is fact that the force of ‘related relation’ is the main cause of life. Directly or indirectly this ‘related relation’ resulted from ‘love’. This absolute related force is acquainted with different names according to the varied places in disguise of ‘love’ concerning unending relationship chained all mankind together.
My readers, come close to my pen to listen to what my solicitous heart is anxious to tell how this ‘love’ has loved us and why we so love her for sake of life. What we see about us is nothing but the ‘abiding relation’ by which this vast creation exists. In respect of this, let us try to have a conception through the ‘creative circle of relationship’ stated below.




CREATIVE CIRCLE OF RELATIONSHIP:


The above figure will solve your mystifying conception regarding the subtle meaning of ‘I’, ‘you’ and ‘love’. If you think that it will be very convenient for you to decipher what the graph speaks of. If the universe is seemed to be a ‘circle’ with ‘I’ and ‘you’ as two points on it, and ‘love’ is its central point. Without the full idea of ‘you’ and ‘I’ the purport of this ‘creative circle’ of relationship remains arcane. Whenever you will think of the universe this ‘creative circle’ will occur to you; because no creation in this world is viable without related force in the question of inner and external meaning where ‘love’ serves as a source of related force to keep the creative circle in motion. And this ‘love’ has sustained the equal balance of the circle as an invisible central point of ‘I’ and ‘you’. It is distinct that no circle can be drawn without centre. And ‘I’ and ‘you’ seem two points in this circle in measuring of its radius and diameter.
Based on it, we see that ‘you’ is always in motion respecting ‘I’ centered ‘love’. Here ‘you’ does not only indicate a single one (i.e. relationship) concerning ‘I’. Love provides the necessary related force to make the required relations by ‘I’ with regard to ‘you’. As without centre a circle can’t be assumed, without love the creative circle would never come in to consideration. If not, the creation stops unexpectedly. In this creative circle ‘love’ acts an absolute invisible force to enforce the related attraction between ‘you’ and ‘I’. Here all relationships come in to being concerning ‘I’ and ‘you’ about which assorted relations also resulted in.
Here ‘you’ refers to thousand of relations separately and significantly for ‘I’ through ‘love’. Whenever you think from your side ‘you’ will turn into ‘I’, and one who will come in contact with you under the effort of the underlying love like force will be you. Thus innumerable ‘you’ will be close one to ‘I’. This creative circle will go onward.
To keep this creation intact and productive this creative circle of I and you must be existent. Truly speaking, this vast universe consists of I’s, and co-existence of ‘you’ and ‘I’ begets unending relation in this world where ‘love’ acts as a ‘life-like-force’.
I don’t know whether I’m able to state what I have intended to tell you so long as. So I’ll request you to tell heartily –‘I love you’. ‘I’ is here a distinct relation regarding which various ‘you’ irrespective of the animate and the inanimate get related to ‘I’ in several names.
So I love you. Really I love you. You are my that ‘you’ through whom I can visualize thousands of you associated with this vast creation. I am meaningful for you. If both you and I be meaningless, no relationship will exist. And if love, like a related force, would not exist invisibly itself between you and me, so ‘you’ and ‘I’ turned into a deviated and nonexistent star from its true orbit. You and I are mere living relative media of love without which nothing can be attracted with each other. By this force two objects attract together in varied names regarded as ‘attractive force’, and this in human life is known as ‘love’ by subtle knowledge.
Now it is my friendly request to ask yourself a few questions relating to love in your tiresome life. I hope these questions will rouse you from your trance. It is love which is your ardent longing throughout your life.
• Do you really love?
• Whom do you love?
• Have you ever opened you mind to your close one?
• Have you asked to yourself why you love?
• How do you love?
• Have you realized what is the difference regarding love?
• Have you tried to speculate your love respecting your insight?
• What do you feel in your love?
• What have you desired from your love?
• On what view have you placed your love?
• Have you ever thought whether you are competent for your quested love or not?
• From which outlook have you judged you love?
• Have you endeavoured to equalize the assorted balance concerning your love?
• Are you atheist or theist for love?
• Have you ever thought of love based on equal atheistic and theistic views?
• How have you taken love as passion or creation?
• Have you confronted love in question of inspiration?
• Have you ever exposed yourself to love?
• Is there any sacrifice accustomed to devotion and belief in your love?
• What beauty acts as an arbiter in your love?
• What little have you loved yourself to have your love in life?
• Is sex love or pretext what you have thought?

Consciously you think a little more and if you stretch out your desire hand to have what you are yearning intently you will have all. There is only one royal road to follow the acme of life in the midst of revolution of love. No living being exists in void of love.
It is the best and the most wonderful measuring strategy to judge the melting point and density of humanity in case of life. Though there is a host of causes resulted from love in assorted names, such as religious love, philosophical love, Greek love, courtly love, romantic love, familial love, platonic love, erotic love, unrequited love and problematic love those which have come into effect by the different distinguished thinkers, however these are nothing but manifest of ‘love’ concerning its true subtle outlook. Especially in human life ‘love’ is chained amid multifarious relationships in the name of affinity, courtship, friendship, attachment, bonding, family and cohabitation so on. After all whatever relationship may be it is an ‘underlying arresting force’ as a ‘purified power’ serves in human life for which we all are sick and anxious to have at every turn of this life.
Love does not confine only to the speculation of history, philosophy and religion. It also sprawls its unending immortal fingers in the field of scientific explanation concerning Evolutionary psychology, Evolutionary biology, Anthropology, Neuroscience and Biology.




FIRST CHAPTER
I LOVE YOU: SCIENTIFIC VIEW:
There is a dozen of view to speculate ‘love’. These views treat of what it is and how it exists both in life and in the universe. Science means distinct conscience in the manner of broad human out look. Wisely science depicts love as life like force which keeps the varied organs speed up through inner activities concerned with both body and mental aspects. Based on science, amid love we are able to realize what is real in comparison with specific knowledge of distinct aspect of visualized world. It is likely to think of and quest after the insightfulness of knowledge on the basis of discernible world. We find it effortless to delve in to the very bottom of the heart of anything. Expected it will not be redundant to say that science is the first stage to pave the way for systematic realizing the very heart of the human behaviour. Accordingly the far-sighted out look of science, love is a refined science to explore the inner human behavior by its unending and invisible attraction. Though science proceeds through the physical observation, no science could come into perpetuity if man would not be existent. It is real that scientific approach is manifested amid man.
What thought in man’s mind is not observable but expressed gradually through activities. So science tends ‘love’ as its trendsetter to dig up into the very core of things. The creation of science based on ‘relation’ guided by invisible related power of both physical and mental world regarded as love. So, in the light of science ‘love’ as an arrant relationship in the matter of ‘attachment’, ‘passion’, and ‘sex’ without which this life and world not be feasible. So sex, passion, attachment and mating are indispensable in life whenever they are cherished in the asking of true way because without this body ( i.e. physical / visible world) no inner activities are probable.
In the topic of love, Helen Fisher divides ‘the experience of love into three partly overlapping stages: lust, attachment and attraction’. And in 2005, an Italian scientist at Pavia University found that ‘a protein molecule known as the nerve growth factor (NGF) has high levels when people first fallen in love, but these levels return to as they are after one year. Specially four neurotrophin levels,viz NGF, BDNU, NT-3 and NT-4, of 58 subjects who had recently in love were compared with levels in a control group who were either single or already engaged in a long term relationship’.
So I love you to maintain the creation intact. If not, no science could occupy its existence. My love is for you resulted in productive, explorative and beautiful world through the nonstop attraction and repulsion as to this physical world under the influence of ever related force of love.
‘Biological models of sex tend to view ‘love’ as a mammalian drive, much like hunger or thirst.—sexual desire involves the increased release of chemicals such as testosterone and estrogen. —the brain consistently release a certain set of chemicals including pheromones, norepinehrine and serotonin, which act similar to amphetammes stimulating the brain’s pleasure center and leading to side-effects such as heart beat, loss of appetite and sleep and an intense feeling of excitement’ accordingly Wikipedia-encyclopedia..


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SECOND CHAPTER
I LOVE YOU: PHILOSOPHICAL VIEW:

In order to sustain my motion in relation to this vast creation I love you. This universe is in constant pace owing to the undetectable underlying force of love. In lack of love no attraction would be perceived and also no relation could be traced, even the wheel of creation would stop abruptly because of the inner motion by which every ‘thing’ and ‘being’ is accelerated within itself and own self. Philosophy speculates ‘love’ as an absolute power which begets the value of purity as to both thing and life. In the field of the topic of love science is the ‘physical philosophy’ and philosophy considered the ‘internal science’. Both are too interconnected to distinguish by juxtaposing side by side.
Plato says about love regarding philosophy two agents as attraction and repulsion, stating that their operation in an alternative sequence.
Bertrand Russell describes love as a condition of “absolute value” as opposed to ‘relative value’. Evidently love maintains its completeness through relativity as to the vast creative world.
Robert A.Heilein depicts love as a point of emotional connection which leads to the happiness of another being essential to one’s own well being in his book ‘Stronger in a Strange Land’. Thomas Jay Oord defines love as an acting intentionally, in sympathetic response to others (including God), to promote overall well-being.
However, philosophy is the best therapy to alleviate the agonized mind confused with various puzzles in the realizing of the mystery of life. What love is in the field of philosophy will be facile to grasp conspicuously through the following graph.
Graph No.1


Graph No.2:

The above graphs play the key role to make you understand and realize what really love is in respect of explicating philosophy. In which way you think yourself you are not beyond the thought of philosophy, there you are complete for me. So, in order to philosophize the relation respecting you and I in this universe love is the prime media. Thematically philosophy is the manifestation of love without it nothing is conceived.













THIRD CHAPTER
I LOVE YOU: PSYCHOLOGICAL VIEW:

Psychology in panoramic arena plays the key role to speculate the true meaning of love in life. Life is not out-and-out in meaning without the knowledge of wide-ranging psychological readings. Psychology tends to thrash out the scientific study of the mysterious organ of human body called mind, besides it treats of obscure and profound activities and functions.
Concerning love, psychology speaks of love as a bondage. It seems human bondage. In another way it can be said a sort of deep connection between two creations both in the animate and inanimate. But here I have emphasized upon the human life especially. In the field of psychological aspect love creates bondage of attachment, intimacy, passion and liaison among hearts. Without conception of mind love can’t be explained properly. So everything both in visible and invisible world seems blind relating to realization of life without mind.
With help of the ladder of love one may reach the acme of mind easily in comparison with others. Psychology is an influential aspect of love to comprehend human mind. Love is an abiding bondage resulted in force by which every mental factor becomes actuated according to psychology in wider sense. Love is the best psychology because what psychology says is manifested amid love. So it depicts love as relationship resulted from intimacy, attachment, passion. liking and also ardent attitude. No relationship can come into being without ‘related force’.
Psychology treats of love as an interpersonal relationship. Without thinking of love no relationship is possible, even concerning interpersonal relationship in life. The stated graph will give you a glimpse of love regarding psychology through the triangle. How love performs the key role in the field of understanding life and the world in the question of psychology. The triangle of psychology says that love as invisible related media to connect all facets associated with psychology namely, education, society and child without which no complete idea can proliferate about the world and life. These are substitute for one another to bear a better meaning. A deep intimacy and an inner attachment underlie among them through the abiding force of love.

The graph treats of psychological interpretation. It will be better to speculate any aspect of love in the light of psychology relied on three streams, namely child psychology (i.e. relating to human being), social psychology (i.e. concerning all facets of society out of which human life can’t be thought relevantly, because man is social being), educational psychology (i.e. dealing with all concerns of education beyond which life remains locked).
However, in the light of love you are my best psychologist to enquire of me respecting the vast relative relation of life. In the midst of your love I find it very easy to reflect the inexplicable world within myself. Psychology does not say what is beyond love. With abreast of psychology love becomes more intimate to realize this life. So my love for you is a psychical reflection upon my poor life.
Love is a psychological analysis to realize this creative and energetic world, otherwise it would be paralyzed. So your existing makes me curious to discern the most curious attitude at every step of life. Amid the ‘antithetical connection’ love becomes meaningful and gets life. This antithetical attraction begets the life of love for life. Psychology is a ‘bond’ relating to human, and this ‘bonding’ is reinforced by the invisible attraction of love.
“In electrical theories, such as Coulomb’s Law, which showed that positive and negative charges attract, analogs in human life were developed such as “opposites attract”
“Some Western authorities disaggregate into two main components: the altruistic and narcissistic. This view is represented in the works of Scott Peck whose works in the field of applied psychology explored the definitions of love and evil. Scott Peck maintains that love is a combination of the “concern for the spiritual growth of another”, and simple narcissism. In combination love is an activity, not simply a feeling”
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FOURTH CHAPTER
I LOVE YOU: RELIGIOUS VIEW:
Religion maintains love as a triangle of truth, beauty and divinity. Collectively these substitute for God, who stands for ‘beauty’. Here God is a trickle of profound consciousness accrued in pure knowledge which is on a par with ‘beauty’ in a wider sense; it serves as a measuring stick of humanity regarding life in all cases not referred to any specific ‘god’ and ‘goddess’.
According to the Gita religion means ‘duty’. Widely, duty equalizes with ‘beauty’ and ‘sanctity’ which stand for ‘love’. Beauty invokes duty. Without beauty no duty gets the life, because ‘beauty’ first inspires and attracts anyone towards anything for doing. Here ‘beauty’ is the underlying force in all which encourages man to accustom to performing activities in a proper way. That’s called love. Without this underlying force of beauty nothing occurs in the vastness. Every thing is associated with this invisible beauty that is equal to the ‘force’ kept all speedy.
However, God is love and love is God which is substitute for each other. That is the prime cause of all. This feeling has arrested all and made all feel that nothing is beyond this abiding force of beauty (i.e. love). It will be understandable how religious view nourishes love in all beings on a par with the sublime thought of beauty.


Triangle of love based on religious view:

Here the ‘triangle of love’ explains that Life (i.e. soil, fire, water, air and space are visible; and mind, understanding and vanity seem invisible), World (i.e. soil, fire, space, air and water) and Philosophy (i.e. idealism, pragmatism and naturalism) together impart the complete meaning of ‘love’ without which this universe seems nonexistent in the light of religious interpretation.
The graph speaks of life, the world and philosophy which are correlated with one another. It is obvious that love is a central point of this triangle provided necessary force to exert a pull on these three together.
I love you to make me more conscious of and eager for that beauty. I wish to actuate this ‘beauty’ and idealize through your love. However, not only Bhagavad-Gita but also the Bible, the New Testament, Hebrew, Aramaic and others have made a bridge of realizing the true meaning of love in the field of religion.







FIFTH CHAPTER
LET ME TELL WHY I LOVE YOU:
Now –a- days most modern men think love is a nasty game of sex. I do mind they are absolutely wrong in their consideration. Love had rather a life time game to make a man of a sound body and a bright mind to overcome consciously and wisely such a nasty game of sex, and it turned into sacred sex.
Really love is a sacred attachment not only in the young stage of life but it prolongs throughout the life. That ‘invisible underlying arresting force’ in both the living and the nonliving being has kept them together speed up and creative is known as love in human life based on sensible understanding, realizing and discerning.
Man is too ignorant to realize what his closest one is. With which/whom his existence gets deeply related. However, mystically man is too foolish to polish his knowledge indulged himself in the transitory happiness forgetting his true objective.
After all, love is our inborn attainment. Its impressive purified power makes the life sweet, sweeter and sweetest. Nothing is on par with it in its superiority and subtlety. So, we are in love. We all are chained in love everywhere. I think what not love is. So, on the basis of the different views and outlook concerning science, philosophy, religion and psychology here is stated some uplifting opinions about ‘Let me tell why I love you’. I hope these will be better for the readers to appreciate what love is and prevails over the narrow concept of it.
I love you to unlock the mystery of life, because love is the best key to unbolt the shut door of life. Though life is mysterious, love is much more mysterious than life.
Life is a nasty game, while love exists in life turned in to true fame. So I love you to crown this cursed life with your love.
In order to keep my life spontaneous I love you because you are more enthusiastic than any other.
I love you to co-exist your beauty with my duty in daily life.
Life is a mystery, because our birth is a great mistake. Nobody knows the mystery of his birth so all are at stake to realize this life. For I love you to surmount this mystery.
What I have had is dubious, on arrival of consciousness life becomes hopeful, but in presence of love life looks beautiful and arresting. So my love is for you to spin my all into beauty to know all in a beautiful way.
We are two main points of a creative circle of relationship where love as an invisible central point provided ever pouring force, for I love you.
I love you for realizing the true beauty to which the vast universe inclined.
Life is a blind fighting game until love arrives and guides it properly.
If not love, life would be a bastard; love has kept all related to one another so creation looks relevant and systematic. I love you to forget this agony and sting of bastardies.
I love you to realize the ‘human bonding’ between two chemical like hearts.
‘I’ is constant in its name not in activities, but ‘you’ is infinite in number so to know thousand of you I love you.
Without ‘you’ ‘I’ is nonexistent. To make unending bondage in this creation you are my first inspiration because no creation comes into being without true inspiration.
Nothing would happen if there would not be equalization in relationship. But love is the best related force to uphold the relation intact from heart to heart. So I love you to make it continuous.
My philosophy is broken until I am not buttressed by my own ‘relativity’ that is ‘you’. So I invoke your love.
What I know is a broken arc; and that you know is also a broken arc. But when we together know becomes a complete circle. Hence love arrives betwixt you and me.
Man is a born bastard because ‘birth’ is obscure to him. Love is ‘light’ so life feels peace through tireless struggling. This is my positive reason to love you.
I love you to rouse my immanent faculties from trance.
Life is in motion as long as love like force exists in life.
You are the central point of triangle of philosophy. So I need you to see myself based on philosophy.
‘I’ and ‘you’ seem to be meaningless separately; each of us becomes meaningful whenever both comes together under the impression of love.
I love you for your arresting beauty that attracts me towards the beauty of the world to realize its sublimity.
In order to extend and widen my out look concerning this creation I love you to strengthen my understanding in respect of you.
Love is an abiding power manifested through ‘beauty’ and its underlying force keeps this beauty in life so life is attractive and speedy. I long for this beauty to you.
My love can spread its wings spontaneously for you because you know me better than others.
You are my second existence, for I love you to exist my essence intact.
Love is a ‘purified power’ to feel this power needed two media one is ‘you’ and another ‘I’. For this, I yearn for you.
To forget the seamy side of life I long for your love to turn this struggling life into dreamy stage.
I love you to reinforce my ‘belief’ regarding this ever-changing creation.
Love acts like a catalyst in life reaction where ‘you’ and ‘I’ seem to be the best elements to occur this life long reaction; so I love you.
Inspiration is another name of exploration; you are the finest media of such inspiration for love. Every creation concerning life needs proper inspiration from the true source.
Man is unconsciously crazy of the ‘underlying beauty of being’; but love is that under lying force of beauty associated with all. All are victim of this beauty. I’m also for you.
Beauty begets the ‘life of love’ that needs force. So I’m yield to it and coerce to love you.
Love is on a par with truth, divinity and beauty substituted for God. Love is God and God is love. To love ‘you’ means loving God, for I love you.
Love is like a heavenly bliss; but heaven is beyond our reach. So I love you to turn this earth into heaven.
Blind sex is a beastlike passion, love can turn it sacred attachment that is necessary to continue this creation. I love you to have that sex in you which avoids the pretext only physical lusty.
Only inspired life can go ahead since inspiration is a sort of force equalized ‘love’. I love you because you are my main source of both extrovert and introvert
Friend means the source of courage; you are my best ‘courage’ since I love you that resulted in true bondage of friend.
Only ‘love’ can provide necessary energy with mind to confront varied struggles of life, because love seems invisible food of mind resulted from you.
Spontaneity is the first characteristic of life. And the life of love is ‘spontaneity’ so I love you to keep my life spontaneous.
‘I’ can not be meaningful without ‘you’, and ‘you’ also without ‘I’. To make both us meaningful I love you.
We are still moving but we can’t feel since both you and I am not substitute for each other. It means that ‘love’ is as an abiding force betwixt you and I.
Love is so purified power consumed all bitterness in life. So I yearn for your love to embrace a sweet life consuming bitters.
I love you to reach the acme of life since love has that abiding power to guide a man to its ultimatum.
Force of love is totally different from the mundane force. In presence of love life maintains the true existence of eternity so life realizes the vastness amid this mortal frame loving you.
Like a central point of a circle love maintains also a source of force to keep you and me moving; as a result you and I seem complete in respect of each other.
Love is the best ‘treasure’. Nothing is much more precious than it so I wish to amass it loving you for future journey.
Philosophy is a positive media to ignite the obscurity of love. Here you are a living philosophy in realizing obscurity.
No man is out of philosophy (i.e pragmatist, naturalist and idealist). So you are my great philosopher to veil off the occult.
I love you to observe the true feature of life because love seems to be a mirror. Here you are my living mirror through which I’ll be able to visualize what I’ll wish.
You are my love. Only you can make me feel what is not seen with these mere eyes.
Love is the best colour of life so I love you to make me colourful to keep pace with this beautiful world, because colourless life is dull and dead.
Concerning I you are my best guest to differentiate the third relation from the bondage of you and I in the question of love.
Life is shattered thinking of the bitter, so to make it sweeter I love you.
What seems to obscure is conspicuous amid love, so I love you.
I love you to maintain the parity of balance between the body and the mind relating to the diversity of this creation.
Worldly life loaded with vanity. You are my great pride to equalize this vanity through your true entity, because love is a majestic pride.
I am nothing but a fraction of this creation in absence of you, because you and I together become complete. So I love you to feel completeness in my fractional state.
The birth is always obscure to us but love is lighted, so love is thicker than blood relation. I love you to prolong this liaison in life.
Really I love you to explore new view concerning new arrival on the new experience at every turn of life.
Let me love you to have your ‘colour’ which attracts the far to the near. It stands for energy and vitality so love is the best colour of life.
Life in despair pines for lover. So I love you to surmount such despair in life and make this life weariless.
Spontaneity is the life of love. So, to continue this spontaneity throughout life I love you.
Life is winding like a rudderless ship; life can be steered whenever your love acts like a rudder of my life likeship.
Life is a porous container in absence of love; so I love you to preserve what I have in life long journey.
Life longs for peace; but it turned into pieces owing to constant struggling; Love is the mightiest force to defend life from blind struggle.
I love you to realize the extensive view of life relating to this universe.
In this universe all things belonging to the same class are substitute for one another; again they are contrary to one another. So I love what you love; otherwise you love me so I love you. This is a sort of exchanging procedure will continue till existing the creation.
I love you because we come of love, we grow in love, we are in tie of love, we know the unknown through love and this life is of love, even we die of love.



SIXTH CHAPTER
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU KNOW ME BETTER THAN OTHERS
I have held my pen to write what I have had and what I have caught in my pair of poor eyes. I don’t know whether I shall be able to welcome you with my lackluster words and thoughts. In THEORY OF LOVE I have spoken of this world consisting of thousand of I’s. Based on this aspect, it will be conspicuous that there is nothing but a true conception of ‘I’ and ‘you’ relating both to life and love.
You exist so long as I am existent. In absence of you I am nonexistent, and you are also nonexistent without me. Obviously it is right that the expression of ‘I’ is only possible for you. Until you occur yourself in my essence I am blind of realizing my own existence. I am a victim of your love. And you have also become a victim of my love. If you try to realize you must grasp that both you and I are nothing but the expression of the same realization. Respecting this you and I are substitute for each other in the thinking of life and love which will not be able to distinguish in a proper way.
In this world nobody can be curious for ‘I’ without thinking of ‘you’. So curiosity of both ‘I’ and ‘you’ are prone to each other to enable to know the profundity of this universality which still peeps in to the sacred relation. True ‘you’ of ‘I’ is the best friend to defend this ‘I’ from any worldly distress. It is very hard to surmount the reality unless ‘you’ assist ‘I’. Because ‘you’ is very much indispensable and plays the most vital role in favour of ‘I’ to surpass the obstinate reality thinking of this life.
I do not know if I could speak of what I wanted to tell .Why do I love you? It is a matter of billowy heart filled with endless asking because you are a vivid expression of my consciousness that is only felt and discerned with in the presence of pure knowledge in the midst of flourishing of the immanent essence melted in to you. If you think you will be able to realize that life is on the stream of the known and unknown. Man has been speed up in the surge of both this known and unknown. The known are concise, but the unknown seem to be so wide. So my life is so eager to make you understand me in respect of your known arena. Only you can place me above all the common, because you know me better than others in this world.
In the world of the known and unknown you and I are assumed to be the two poles of the same magnet. You are so positive in realizing me where no bitterness can touch and prevent me from discerning. So the more eagerness for knowing flourishes, the more sweetness proliferates. Both you and I are the manifestation of the same existence, so in absence of you the true meaning of ‘ I ‘ is incomplete. Your knowledge of and concern about me are so wonderful in comparison with others, however beautiful they are. My love begets a hidden enthusiasm for knowing you, where your love longs for the curiosity which my heart cherishes in a constant manner. In the matter of the known and unknown life remains awake in the question of consciousness.
So I am lucky since I have been loving you and cherishing you in my mind. Since then the curiosity for knowledge of the unknown about me and this singular universe is augmenting by leaps and bounds under the influence of your love. It is conspicuous that the quantity of your knowledge of me is more compared with others. Life is too cryptic to know it properly. So to realize the cryptic concerning life and the world you are the vital media. Your mystic power called love that has kept my life spontaneous and sweet. I never hesitate to open myself, for you know me better. No bitterness can touch the better because your heart is deeper and sweeter regarding me.
Nothing but the true desire for knowledge of any specific thing or being is able to permeate the core of love where you are an extraordinary and distinguished for supporting me. So, your inquisitiveness or interest in grasping life makes me wonder. As a result my all perceptive organs look forward to your impressive response.
What I know is full of vanity and pride. What I don’t know is full of purity, but it is latent and esoteric where I have no a little room in absence of your authentic arrival realizing my acute necessity because you know better in the asking of my unspoken concerning love. I love you to accept which seems to be relevant to my suppressed desire relating to you. You are the best one to inspire me in the insipid arena of my life approach to belittle the prosaic things and matters.

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SEVENTH CHAPTER
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE A SUBSTITUTE FOR THE PHILOSOPHY OF MY ESSENCE
You are the prime reason of the manifestation of my immanent consciousness because without you my true essence can’t be flourished. You are the outward expression of my inner philosophy devoid of which life seems clapped. You are the corporeal in reality under the hidden attraction of power (i.e. love) of the true existence that has kept me alive and lively.
So every distinctive ‘I’ needs a separate ‘you’ accordingly its individual disposition and temperament. It is understandable that you are a wonderful response to a superb heart gifted by creator. I am a part of this creation to which you are still belonging.
The world is inundated with the stream of love. Both the world and life are the expression of love in respect of you and me. So, without you and I no philosophy exists. As I am the philosophy of you and you are mine. Philosophy is the sobriquet of love. Because love can not be dissected in absence of philosophy, as I am meaningless without you and you are also without me.
I love you to slake my eternal hunger because I have been suffering from desire that can not be contented with the mundane, so I appeal to your love that is adorned with transparent philosophy through which I can visualize my position relating to this vast starving world. I desire you, I wish you, and so I miss you always in deficiency of relativity of power of love which only you can provide me. The profundity of seeing respecting you and I begets true philosophy which reflects the real portrait of the existence of life as a mirror reflected the image of a human body.
Both the thought of life and the world seem to be changing amid the expected individual outlook. However, what seems to be real is very hard to be ascertained, but what we know is the superfluous and what we do not know is vital in the question of the true essence of life. To keep aside all these thoughts I love you .I want to immerse myself in your world. To triumph over the battle of life trophy I long for imbuing my mind with your splendid philosophy
If you go through the three phases of philosophy, which has been shown in the graph, you must observe there no philosophy is out of love. Idealism, Naturalism and Pragmatism have converged on love which is assumed as the main source. So, no philosophy has come in to being without life. In respect of love it can be told that Idealism, Naturalism and pragmatism seem to be the three streams of love like ocean that have kept the uncountable life like rivers and the green plains of mind productive and fast . Whenever these three terms turned into personification are called Idealist, Naturalist and Pragmatist. So Idealism, Naturalism and Pragmatism are nothing but the reflections of these three classes of persons called idealist, naturalist and pragmatist. The graph will make you realize conspicuously what I have desired to speak of the philosophy in relevance with life. Through the graph of a triangle three aspects of philosophy regarding the life has been implicated, where ‘philosophy’ being the central of the said triangle in the question of grasping life.


So in the world of philosophy these three paths are taken as the golden paths to travel the mysterious world of love. So I love you because you are one of the wayfarers of these three ways. Whoever you may be you must choose any of the three routs there I must come across you because we are the same passerby. And I must have a notion of love to which we all are devoted. You will be my only guide during my prolonged journey as an idealist, a naturalist and a pragmatist. The above graph is better to explain how ‘Man’ is the greatest acquaintance regarding philosophy. And idealist, naturalist and pragmatist are fragmentary acquaintances. On the basis of the different ideas respecting philosophy ‘man’ is in to three classes though the word ‘Man’ is unique. So ‘Man’ is a burning example of idealism, naturalism and pragmatism to procure love in the question of philosophy. As a result you and I are still belonging to it. Nothing is beyond this philosophical idea to realize the life based on love.


The above graph is better to explain how ‘Man’ is the greatest acquaintance regarding philosophy; and how man is known as idealist, naturalist and pragmatist as to fragmentary acquaintances.


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EIGHT CHAPTERS
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE LOVELESS LIFE IS LIKE A DEVIATED STAR
Nobody is independent in this universe. Directly or indirectly everything is connected with each other in a singular way. And there is not only one force to which all is inclined. Both the animate and the inanimate, however petty, little and minutest particle everything exists by its own existence in this universe. Especially as a human being we are sequestered from others in different mysterious aspects regarding scientific and also philosophical doctrines. Here I am not apposite for broaching this matter deeply. I wish to approach that human beings are so chained together through an invisible power which has kept them moving and speedy in their respective orbit as various planets are moving in their orbits existed with their own essence around something or others under the induction of unseen force in the space.
It is obvious that each human being is in his / her own orbit of existence, but he/ she is creative and vivid in the midst of attractive power that attracts towards others that is nothing but love. Because this power is felt only by the subtle knowledge which pervades all clout of ignorance, and succours a man to realize the creation. Before I have told nothing is independent. Every man is eager to have another spontaneously accordingly his / her response of instinct under the authority of subtle power to grasp the universe amid observing himself / herself. Who is that another? Without which or whom ‘I’ is meaningless. It is you to whom I am constantly inclined as the varied planets remain in the vast space.
So I love you. I try my best to sustain the power between you and me to exist my own essence in the prolonged journey. I yield to you as you also to me, and everything in the universe exists through devoting to with each other endlessly.
We never forget that life is a sort of true power resulted from mingling of the sweet nectar of unending time. We are not out of this planet. Everything is in a discrete arena to perform its specific functions. We are continuously doing something amid our constant movement towards a fixed destination. So, if you are not staying the closest to my orbit I shall get deviated like a star concerning this infinite cryptic creation. So, you exist, I also exist as everything and everybody in the universe exist everywhere.
Without power nothing is existent in the question of essence. So loveless life is like a powerless particle. The earth attracts everything to its centre where the centralization is discernable. Here love also attracts all living beings to its centre in asking of keeping these in an order in the perception of centripetal force. Otherwise creation goes disorder in the matter of centrifugal force. On the strength of the above I love you to keep myself centralized through the influence of your inner centripetal force because all are intending towards a respective centre relating to respective one.
Nothing is beyond this attraction. Those who are out of this attraction are seemed to be lifeless ones. Especially it is in the matter of human being relating to love. Though love touches all, I am not broaching that way here. Wherever you see there is an attractive power between two bodies which may be both animate and inanimate. It will be clear in case of living beings (human being) that come close to each other by dint of an unseen power is nothing but love. There is no any other relation in this universe except you and I around which all relations are coming in to being. So if you are not, how is it possible for me to feel this profound attraction in me relating to this creation? Numerous existences exist concerning the respective essence in the universe in the name of ‘you’. Since you exist I am in motion in my own existence.


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NINETH CHAPTER
YOU ARE THE PROVENANCE OF THE IMMANENT POWER OF MY MIND
Truly speaking, the real power remains immanent in the beauty of soul that is invisible and beyond the common ken. So, soul is the repository of love. Nothing is superior to it in case of magnanimity. What man sees with his eyes is truly meretricious but meaningless in the matter of belief in existence of soul or heart that love which you still cherish in you mind in respect of this vast mysterious creation, that has kept us as calm as a ripple of the quite ocean. It empowers me steadily. So, we are floating like a little wave under the attraction of hidden power in this vast ocean of population.
Both ‘you’ and ‘I’ are visible and real in the outside world, but this reality exists in the presence of unseen power called love that is very much indispensable respecting you and I through the perturbed questing after heart. Both love and heart are not seen but felt only. What you have observed through feeling is the true realization regarding my creation in case of yourself; where you need me and I need you on the basis of centralization of the creation relating to this life. Without proper centre nothing can be thought conspicuously. To do anything in a proper way there must be a distinct point of objective, otherwise the purpose of the expected thing can not be accomplished precisely. If you think you will be able to realize why you will face lots dilemmas void of fixed point of starting about your life. So, in order to do any purpose or to make your expected desire accomplish you must need and select a specific ‘starting point’, that will be assumed the central point of thinking and exploring new routs at every step of life to reach the destination.
For this I want to centralize ‘my wish’ to your love, because you are the exact outward expression of me; because life finds it very convenient to centralize itself to you in comparison with others. The more I centralize my life to your love, the more my life will be purposeful, for I love you to have myself concerning you. You are the source of the power which has kept my endless wish speedy and spontaneous like a murmuring rivulet.
However short this life; it is endowed with enormous diversities and colors. Though every life is subject to a fixed limitation, it plays a plentiful diverse roles within its periphery in the thought of worldly aspect because life is too short to realize completely its magnanimous diversities in this mundane life on the one hand, on the other hand if life is thought from the out look of mystery of the transmigration of soul there life must be infinite both in thinking and creating hence life can’t be restricted to the worldly thought. I love you to derive that energy and power from you to make me energetic for appreciating both aspects (i.e. worldly and unworldly). So, at every sphere of prolonged journey of life you have been the true provenance of power to go ahead of surmounting silly obstacles.
Suppose, if you want to draw any graph about anything you should take a point to start what seems to be a central point. Having centered this point you may draw what you like, but it has no ending. Even nobody can tell what will be later. But who does not want to setout anything betterly? One wishes to start one’s life suitably and conveniently.
Life itself knows how to start only, but it does not know how to close its chapter. Proper centralization for a appropriate thing and matter for both the animate and the inanimate begets new creation. So, in order to elevate my true essence I like centralizing my life to your love of which immanent spontaneous flow will keep showering me. I realize you are right which my heart yearns after. I long for your love that imparts me force to enforce my latent self.


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TENTH CHAPTER
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE THE VAST CREATION IS SO INCLINED TO YOU
I do not know what little I could make my subject matter arresting and touching. On which matter I am discussing is very simple and spontaneous. So I endeavour my best to state it before you in a Jejune way to make you pleasant and exalted. Who does not want to live happy? Everybody yearns for happy life but it is too slippery to catch. It is too attractive to attack with weapons. And it is too sweet to taste heartily with whole soul. It goes without saying that it is very familiar which I am going to explicit here. Though it is so simple, its magnanimity is beyond our understanding. Our mortal frame is still chained by its invisible attraction, even the whole of the creation seems to be attractive by this attraction. A question may arise – what is that attraction? It is such an attraction which has kept a profound connection from heart to heart amid a cryptic creation.
Even it has sustained the relation between you and me. It is that word consisting of only four letters which work like four pillars to build up the house of life. That word is called love. Just like the soul, it is also substitute for life. As soul can’t be analyzed being separated from life, love is also in separable from life but it is invisible like soul.
It is beyond my thought whether you need me or not. But I eagerly want you because without you I feel myself nonexistent. So I love you desperately to make me separate form what is not inclined to you because you are my outward expression to continue both my earthly and unearthly creation in this restricted span of life.
It seems the whole of the creation converges on the three sweetest words I LOVE YOU. Even the universe is still leaving the unending dream which is too fine to adorn the life. I mean these three words have become a vital matter for making our life better at its every turn in this dynamic world.
In the matter of existing life we have to believe in the essence of soul though we’ve not seen it at all. Just it we have to realize also what provides us enormous invisible arresting power kept best relation betwixt you and I that is love. So I love you to perpetuate this love in me in existing of you.
So, if you think properly the matter of love which is nothing but the best law of life. Beyond it life remains handicapped. However it has maintained the balance between you and I concerning this vast creation. Without love there can never be the sweetest relation in this world. Every turn in life you will not be able to do anything and move a single step out of this relation. Whatever you do in course of your life you could not do without your ‘you’ that is your expected thing relating to both person and thing. And love will never stand by you until you are not trying to come close to your expected ones.
Based on panoramic out look, it is conspicuous that from the individual life to the family and the society, even the hole of the universe consisting of innumerable I and you. Obviously all relations have come into being centering this relation regarding you and I. Expected it will be easy for your understanding why I love you very much. Between you and I love is still cementing the true relationship respecting the sweet creation. Always you have to cherish this thought in presence of love between you and I the everlasting relation existing in the midst of which the vastness still peeps to observe the stream of unity and diversity where lives are moaning for love. So I love you to feel and discern the sweetness of the creation in respect of the candid relation between you and me. This vast creation is constantly dissipating its charms and pleasures in the world of you and I. Even this creation gets immersed in the strange things regarding you and I. this creation is proud of itself amid co-existence of you and me.
The more I love you, the more I shall feel this splendid creation closely. You are so touching and heart rendering where none can prove this relation cordially anyway. For this love regarding you and I also proves the provenance of the pleasure f spontaneous creation. Life is here better than that of all sophisticated notions. Life is the incarnation of verve to hug the hidden treasures which are deeply rooted in the very bottom of love for you and I.
Whatever way you will follow there is the unending bondage of relation of you and I to which the panoramic world is still inclined in the question of any aspect namely, science, religion, geography, ethics, and philosophy and so on. After all nothing comes in to being without enhancing the sweet relation of you and I. Suppose you like driving, reading, dancing, thinking and painting etc. whenever you will devote yourself to perform your expected desire, since ‘you’ will be turned into ‘I’, and your expected desire converts to ‘you’ which is crowned with various meaning concerning both thing and person. And an invisible power enforces ‘you’ (i.e. I) to do the expected willing (i.e. ‘you’ both person and thing)
It is conspicuous that ‘I’ means here you who do any expected thing / desire like a doer and anything / desire objective means ‘you’. And what power compels you accomplishing this called love. So if you think thus nothing goes out of this thought of relation between you and I. Here ‘you’ may vary always accordingly the extreme and sacred desire of ‘I’.
To sustain the creative parity let me love you and you love me. In scheme of existing the spontaneous flow of relation in this universe the bondage betwixt you and I must be maintained intact. I love you to coerce this charming creation more inclined to my diversity. My world is really apposite for you. In absence of you I might have been barren. I can think nothing without you because you have kept me existing, where you are nothing but outward expression of my essence. Obviously the mysterious stream of the creation is following between you and I like the two sources of the creative ocean. As result this universe will be void of meaning without you and me. Respecting you and I love is still in a spontaneous way to continue the world speeding. If not, nothing would be existent. After all, no creation is existing in void of you and I, so I love you. The more love each other, the more this vast creation will incline to us to amass the sequestered relating to this life.


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ELEVENTH CHAPTER
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS RELATIVE BUT YOU
Both the animate and the inanimate are floating in surge of time. Everything looks fatigued and exhilarated. Nothing is standing abruptly and is stagnant. Constantly everything is on the stream of changing. Those which are the inanimate seem apparently alive in case of living being. Where all are relative there I am also relative, because you and I are not exception to this existed creation. But ‘you’ is only relative concerning me. So long as I think of you with regard to my essence you are still alive and vivid in my world. Out of my world you are dead in question of me; I am also meaningless in absence of you. You are my ‘that relation’ which keeps a distinct balance between the relativity and the reality. This feeling of the rancour engulfs the life while you equating me. My thinking is not beyond you. You are my second outward expression to which all my creation is belonging. So, in no way I can not think myself out of you.
It is a great question that nothing is true in this universe. To accept it is very hard. Yet we are coerced to accede it directly or indirectly. Dozen of questions may arrive from this point of discussion. It does not matter because both the right and the wrong are proved amid various activities of life; where the question of life is doubtful. All owe to life because none is existent out of you. Whatever in this world is confirmed by the touchstone of life, life is also justified by life in the presence of life. Again nothing is everlasting in this world, so life seems relative to anything and any other thing also deemed relative respecting life.
Here is a question –what is absolute about which I veil off this chapter. In wider sense nothing is absolute in the universal scheme of life. But something may be absolute relating to life which seems to be material. On the basis of panoramic out look pertaining to this world is called material which does not immortalize. In the matter of diversity of life the world is utterly relative. So what relation comes into the effect in the midst of life is relative but the question of ‘I’ you are absolute in the arena of my existence. Both ‘I’ and ‘you’ are co-existing in the completeness which does not leave any breach. Though the absoluteness of you and I all ideas concern both material and immaterial coalesced in to each other.
You remember that you have not alighted from any unknown planet and space; you are still belonging to the planet where I also look forward to search a mystery of heart like you. So it is you who is my own essence. Really you are my second outward expression. Concerning this, you are relative respecting me and I am also relative in the question of you. Both you and I are substitute for each other. Even this world is related itself also in case of ‘I’ in which you are immanent as a complete or in an absolute manner.
I love you to have the complete perception of this wonderful creation. If you not, I should have been relative whose reality would be doubtful. To create a new world surmounting the relative aspect about life you are my crying need. Based on it, it will be better to point out the matter of discussion which treats of love, because love is arrant relative, so all seem to be relative. Nothing is beyond the touch of love. Truly speaking, love begets everything both the physical and mental beings. Love also standardized the balance between them in a relative manner. Love is nothing but a purified force/ power without which nothing is existent. All in this universe exist by its invisible force, so the universe is speedy that is nothing but love. It is fact that love focuses both I and you those which are also relative regarding love.
I — reflects the universe which consists of I’s .
You— reflects both the animate and the inanimate (i.e. out ward expression of I, second existence of ‘I’)
Love— keeps the balance between ‘I’ and ‘you’ so the universe is balanced.
So everything (i.e. you) is relative in respect of ‘I’. According to ‘I’ ‘you’ responds in different ways. ‘You’ is always absolute in conformity with the inner desire of ‘I’. This ‘you’ may vary accordingly the inward discern feeling of I’s existence. If not, the diversity in the creation would not be possible.
I love you to make an absolute relation in connection with the vast creation in my limited span of life. In which way you think there is ‘I’ that is constant concerning anything in this universe. But ‘you’ is absolute in the distinct arena of the profound thought of ‘I’. This ‘you’ must vary according to the various specific I’s. If not, beautiful creation would be impossible.
Suppose you (i.e. ‘I’) love one (i.e. ‘you’ indicate both the animate and inanimate). Here different ‘you’ may occur subsequently in respect of me (i.e. ‘I’). Always you have to keep in mind that everything seems to be relative in presence of love. Otherwise, ‘life’ would-be maintain the Law of Isaac Newton’s first Law. Perhaps it is obvious what I have wanted to tell. Why I love you. I love you to realize the reality both of life and the world with regard to you. You are only absolute in the discrete world of desire. So I love you because it is you who can only slake all suppressed wishes.

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TWELFTH CHAPTER
I LOVE YOU TO UNLOCK THE MYSTERY OF LIFE
I am going to present a handful of curiosity to which life is stringently inclined. What am I willing to impart to you? To write this a smell of mystery is hovering over my mind. Many a time I have told why I have loved you. Why have I loved you? Do you wish to enquire of what I have had amid loving you? At this moment I feel a lot of joy to think of unveiling what I have been caring in my heart. And I have anchored my mind against this blind belief in the vast ocean of curiosity.
Truly speaking, I have had the search of the key to unlock the mystery of life. I am really anxious to find out it. I am still reserved to expose what I am intending in my mind. Evidently it is a mysterious key about which I am wishing to make my pen speak of. Of course, this key is so sensitive and esoteric about opening the door of the unknown world relating to life. The name of this key is what consisting of three letters, namely W, H and Y. You think what it may be. It resulted from the sportive spree of mind. The name of this key is ‘WHY’ with which you may unlock all sorts of doors in the lingering journey of life. This key like a ‘question’ begets this vast creation. It is such a query where the matter of creation regarding and this universe is anchored. It is that question to which the world, life and philosophy have converged on a certain point. As science is busy to unearth the mystery of the unending creation through experiment, religion is bubbling in the greatest and the most esoteric ocean of life, philosophy sprawls its miracle and fallacious therapy over the parched scars and life is still involved in digging up the splendor diamond clinging to love. However, nothing is beyond this ‘why’. Even everything in this universe would not be speedy if life is non-existent. So like others life needs sometimes to get repaired, but it is not feasible concerning the question of ‘why’. To slake all immanent desires I love you pacing the question between you and I.
There is not such a way of thinking and doing in this universe which can be substitute for the question of ‘why’. Whatever you think and do everything derived from the centering of the question of ‘why’. Perhaps it will not be exaggerated that everything seems to be beautiful and meaningful in this vastness respecting life for ‘why’.
If life would not be vested with the question of ‘why’, life would become a worthless screed. And the world, philosophy and science would never be positive until life is lighted in its existence, because out of life nothing is existent. Meaningfully the question of ‘why’ has kept all these active and explorative; and life has become more and more desirous of discovering the unknown for unveiling. Even the question of ‘why’ has sustained the balance between the concrete and the abstract in the occult scheme of the life. This ‘why’ has chained the life with numerous relations.
Only the ‘why’ can lead the life to the broad way, to the wide sky and endless landscape where is immense scopes of breathing and creating about life. Your deep and wise thought will impart a clue to ‘why’ in respect of life.
Life is always thirsty. ‘Why’ is the source of quenching its thirst with the expected necessaries in life. Even life is truly a desert where ‘why’ is the drop of rain to usher a ray f hope to slake. So ‘why’ is nothing but the Human’s Worldly Yearning which begets thousand of causes and effects about life, so I love you to face these.
I love you to think the creation accordingly my own way through the question of ‘why’, where you are mine to observe and realize the distant and the near again and again. So life is always locked. It is you who can only unlock it because the key ‘why’ is at your disposal concerning my life. If ‘why’ is analyzed hat it may be about this life.
‘W’—— means ‘World’
‘H’—— means ‘Human’
‘Y’—— means ‘Yearning’
On the strength of the above speculation it is clear that we all belong to ‘Human’, and we all cherish ‘Yearning’ staying in this planet ( i.e. ‘ World’), it says that we are not out of this world. Really all people (i.e. Human) wish (i.e. Yearn) something in this World; what does human yearn in this world? Nothing but ‘Love’ that is eternal thirst. No one is fatigued of love. And no question can satisfy it without ‘why’ which provides various sources of requirements cooling down the thirst of life in the midst of you.
Through the miracle of ‘why’ the mystery of universe can be converged on the stream of my thought in the presence of your singularity so I love you. I love you to sustain the question ‘why’ in life. Because this ‘why’ continuously is giving birth to both expected and unexpected answer to make the life feeling fresher and better.
Both ‘why’ and you are substitute for each other in thinking of direct and indirect manner. The more you greet ‘why’, the more life will unveil itself. So I need you to buttress my ‘I’ in the question of ‘why. Of course ‘why’ is the first and last question in life without which life is like hay in the beak of a thrush.
Nobody is out of it which chains everybody everywhere. If not, ‘I’ would be meaningless respecting you; even you had never existed for me. My love is you who have kept an orderly liaison among the world, the human and the yearning; otherwise my ‘I’ gets immersed in the oblivion.


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THIRTEENTH CHAPTER
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE MY SECOND EXISTENCE
Don’t astonish my sweet heart I have no little desire to hurt you any way. I have taken my pen to write to you to make me right in thinking of the matter of my own realization respecting you without whom I feel non-existent. Do you have any wish to know my curiosity? Why do I long for you? Why are a bundle of curiosities creeping in me concerning you? Don’t astound. Be relaxed and easy. Let me open my heart to you. I love you. I wish to convert me to you. A question may arise what relation exists between you and I. by which liaison my heart yearns after you. All questions must come to a point of discerning where you will start rewinding all your feeling and consciousness, because you are nothing but my outward expression of my own self.
If you would not become my heart’s alter ego this world must be over flowed with vanity and lackluster beauty. Both this world and life would be invalid and meaningless. There are no ‘I’ who can express it without ‘you’; and no ‘you’ who is able to manifest also by itself in absence of ‘I’.
So this life and the world look beautiful and touching in the presence of the sweet liaison between you and me. This is the reflection of the relation of you and I. the more this relation, betwixt you and I, deepens and closes, the more this vastness will be sweet and pleasant , because there is no relation above such best relation.
If you cast your thirsty eyes around, you must realize what / who is responding to you. Though there is a profoundest connection amongst the hearts regarding this measureless creation, your mind must respond to the call of the single heart from the amongst, who / what is that one? That is I whom you long for in respect of this gorgeous creation. Here ‘I’ is your outward expression, and you are mine. Thus such relation goes onward.
So long as you are existent in my feeling and consciousness I am extant. If not, both the idea of you and I would be worthless in this world. The more I shall be able to take myself out, the more you will be conspicuous to me.
Both these relations between you and me have centered love. You are my external resonance in my mortal feeling. You have made me feel the cryptic significance both of this life and the world where I have had you amid the mingling of the concrete and the abstract. Accordingly my desire you may appear before me in the various ways concerning the question of existence.
How I would never be felt by me if you would not be in my essence. Thousand of you may be mine but not out of you. Such hundred of you is nothing but shadow of your real essence which is not freed from me. You never think better also without me and I also without you.
Your presence glitters and beautifies my world; otherwise it would be barren. Even the creation would also be averse to it. My ‘I’ would have non-existent void of true replica of my ‘I’ provided by you. So, let me live for you. Let me love you to love that love which stands between you and I, and helps me to realize how indispensable your essence relating to me. I love you to reduce the gap between the innumerable hearts and I. I love you , really I want to live with you in the cottage which is made of materials out of which this universe is shapeless (i.e fire, water, soil, space and air) and also three invisible elements, namely, mind, intelligence and vanity without which the realization regarding life is impossible, where your frequent strolling keeps me awoke always.
Perhaps, you may ask me who my first existence is. I feel a smell of puzzle concerning this question because such type of question will never occur to me until I try to realize you in the matter of love. I try my best to satisfy you with my words, I have reliable confidence in you that you must listen to what my heart intends to tell because you are my second existence. I am nothing but the outward expression of the frst existence which is dominant in my inner world where my vigilant consciousness can haunt always but my external ‘I’ seems to be speedy in the partaking of the blessed nectar.
In respect of both first and second existence I am nothing but a media in the midst of which the realization is creative in life. My love is you. And the feeling of you in me is standardized respecting my first existence. No existence is visible but discerning.
It is sure that my ‘I’ is risky in absence of you. Whenever I think of you, my first existence buttresses me to think and feel. Without you I feel myself nothing but a non-existent vacuum. In void of you my panoramic view will gradually reduce to non-existence. I yearn for my first existence in presence of you. So I long for you heartily. If you ask yourself what your first existence is –you will grasp what I have intended to say and have cherished in core of my heart. Life is victim of changing concerning its external aspects but its inner facets is unchanging relating to mind and soul.
My friend or my beloved or my heart! Whoever you may be – I am a true substitute for love and love is true substitute for me where you like a second existence provided me with realizing essence to sustain my all inward feelings for my first existence.
So, life is full of intoxication and addiction when it is bereft of realization of existence, but it is full fledged with devotion while feeling factual essence. As a result, the whole revolution of mind can evolve vast region of creation in the question of existence where you are mine in the relative spectrum of my awaken realization.

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FOURTEENTH CHAPTER
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE LIFE IS CONTROVERSIAL RESPECTING PHILOSOPHY AND SCIENCE
Life is controversy relating to philosophy because philosophy is a great therapy for life concerning any abstract problem, even the concrete also. Without realization of philosophy life is still shrouded in mystery. Covertly or overtly philosophy can only adorn and deify properly. Philosophy is the best therapy to assuage all agony of scars of mind resulted from the clusters of controversies over life.
On the basis of the above it is obvious that life is the patent mirror of philosophy where you are my illustrious image/ about the creation. It goes without saying that you are my illuminated philosophy that lightens my murky world of ignorance to gather knowledge of my own essence.
Many a question puzzles about the finding out the meaning of life where you are the best measuring media to minimize the extent area of controversy. Philosophy is a kind of distinct ‘seeing’ which reflects the inner existence. But you are the vivid and living philosophy for reflecting the outside world amid me in the question of this universe.
Whatever we do is nothing but the self-realization in the midst of dozen controversies is a winding way of life. And life is victim of changing since it is mortal. Besides, it is so sweet as it is crowned with varied controversial concern. No thought of philosophy can come into being in life without the very thought of you of my life, so I love you. Converse begets the diversity in life so life also tasted sweet when life is pondered over desire. Directly or indirectly we are still attached to the invisible truth resulting in the feeling of love. I love you to adorn and beautify my realization in the wide creation concerning my limited world where I am nothing but a bundle of vanities in absence of you, but I am relying on the controversy in presence of you. It is better to feel life and world controversially relating to your grandeur world.
The understanding of life is the co-existence of philosophy and science in the arena of you. Love is middling between philosophy and science. As an invisible source of power love is in the centre of the philosophy, so I love you for keeping the correspondence between them ( i.e. philosophy and science) and I. Concerning me you are my proper correspondent in question of science and philosophy to which all sort of controversies relating to life is prone.
Whatever known and unknown are arising in my life there is your vast world is inclined. You are the true expression of my consciousness in the different regions of controversy. You are the best therapy to assuage all inflict resulted from the stinging of debate. There is no such place where your foot has not touched. I am really proud of loving you and also cherishing you in the protected corner of my heart. Conspicuously every controversy concerning life has come in to being, because life is the heart of all arguments. It is very hard to confront any controversy without you because world is too dreadful to seek out whom life wants. So life desires to have a companion to adapt to this beautiful creation. Life remains always locked in fear of lashing of controversy so it is only you who can keep it unlocking and make life see and realize the fair universe.
In the world of philosophy you serve as great comfort and in the world of science you act as right mediator. So the more I close to you the more this universe will be close to me. You are the best respondent to them about which I think, discern and obverse. I know you never shun me; you had better make me close through various controversies. In the presence of your existence I feel better for my own essence.

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FIFTEENTH CHAPTER
BEAUTY IS THE ROYAL ROAD TO LOVE
I love you because we all are victims of beauty. Since the arousing of the consciousness from a child to a grown-up man yearns after beauty. Man longs for beauty. Man has been cherishing the beauty in the mind from the very beginning of the day. The notion of beauty gets anchored in the very core of heart, directly or indirectly. Wherever you see there is beauty. Owing to devoid of beauty everything seems to be lackluster. To illustrate anything there must have a distinct beauty that has sustained its true stream of perpetuity relating to this life. So, without beauty no man can think of anything in a proper way, beauty is the source of all sorts of love that envelopes both the animate and the inanimate world. It lies scattered all over the lap of this Nature; even it engulfs the diverse immensity amid its uniqueness. And its classical temperament has kept the life inclined to the true observation concerning creation.
Truly speaking, beauty is rustling among the buds of feeling in every man’s mind respecting the question of ‘necessity’. Man is still chained everywhere by beauty. The affection and attachment for beauty is likely to be ‘birth right’ in existing being. The creator, as it were, has adorned every being orderly accordingly its essential manner. So, the human being is the best for enjoying and realizing such beauty. Man is slave of beauty. All are under the spell of beauty. Man is running from one corner to another to have a warm contact of beauty. This beauty has kept the universe trance. Really man is like a hungry wolf to share this beauty yet. Any element or thing in this world makes man exhilarant for his / her specific cluster of wishes. Man is always trying to keep pace with beauty for his own life. So both you and I are not out of this beautiful family. We all are desirous of having this beauty. Of course, I love you for this beauty.
Relying on this conception of beauty each and every life is nothing but a bubble in the ocean of beauty. Man is an outward manifestation of beauty which is substitute for love. And any beauty is a display of a mélange of hidden attraction, for it attracts us to its inner side; as the earth attracts anything to its centre under the influence of gravitational force.
No man can exist in this world without a cryptic striking power of beauty that makes the world and life good-looking. So long as beauty remains in life, man looks an inspired and enthused. Apropos this, the more you devote to beauty, the more you will be enthusiastic in life. Only beauty can maintain the real balance betwixt life and the world because both are the external feature of beauty. Man is obsessed with beauty, so man looks drowsy under the spur of beauty. It goes without saying that for want of rapture of beauty man seems to be life less. It is obvious that man is still in the labyrinth of beauty.
Beauty is a blend of qualities that delighted the sight and mind and the sense without which man is non-existent. Since everything is loaded with sundry qualities of beauty. Man is inborn devoted to beauty. This beauty varies from man to man. Beauty treats of the external and the internal. That beauty is perceptible and realizable and also sensuous called external beauty. So, man should be always conscious of keeping the stability pertaining to both external beauties. In respect of love most men commit a great mistake to assess such qualities of beauty.
Beauty is the first and foremost media of attraction substituted for love. Consciously or unconsciously people are still accustomed to beauty based on abstract or concrete. This beauty may accrue in several causes; mainly it relies on the external and internal as stated before. Broadly the following graph will give a stretched idea of beauty.


(N: B: invisible beauty treats of plethora of aspects, which are seemed to be arresting and abiding stated here in the graph.)
Every man is very prone to beauty of both the animate and inanimate, but this beauty varies from man to man. However, man must be attracted by visible and invisible beauty. Beauty exists so everything seems to be spirited and speedy and lively, otherwise all would be beautiless and nonexistent. So the more you devote to exploring beauty, the more beauty will manifest its various unknown world to you to make you realize its mystery.
It will be conspicuous why I love you very much, because every man is strongly victim of beauty regarding living and nonliving being. It is a dictum that men are the devotees of the beauty. But it is very hard to ascertain the true beauty. Generally men are attracted by external beauty of everything in haste way. And unknowingly they are accustomed to it. They forget to differentiate the good from the bad, but when they realize really they find it very difficult to overcome. I love your that beauty which will not be reduced, and will keep me always awoke to realize this creation in case of beauty.
So both beauty and love are so intermingled with each other they can not be separated anyway as the essence of soul can’t be felt outside the body. I love you because you are the expression of the combination of both inner and external qualities of beauty of mind. The more I partake of your beauty, the more I wonder. Beauty is the true wave of the vast tune that has kept me sprightly for the truth. You are my ‘that tune’ of my heart which has defended me from worldly hurt. I am blooded with the stinging of the prickle of sophisticated thought. My all beauty is about to shed. So I wish to have that beauty which is the eternal stream to sustain this life (i.e. five phenomena) fertile for sprouting the latent consciousness.
I don’t know whether I have made you understand why I am anxious to love you. I expect you disperse all your beauty to beautify my fade world. I love you to discern my own beauty relating to this life and the world. I love you to quench my thirst through imbuing your lasting beauty. I love you to immortalize all vanity of my beauty that anchored in you life after life. After all, I long for your beauty to keep my entity lifelong.

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SIXTEENTH CHAPTER
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE THE MOST CURIOUS ONE CONCERNING ME
Curiosity is the vital line to keep the life inspired. Curiosity is the middling between the life and love. Both life and love are inseparable and co-existing. So, to sustain these both matching curiosity is very indispensable. Curiosity is the influx in life on the subject of love. It is patent that without curiosity life is gammy. A curiosity less life is too concise to realize. The more you augment the curiosity, the more you will be able to grasp this diversity. So I love you to preserve this curiosity throughout this life. Man loves both things and persons under the exertion of the discrete curiosity. No man in the world can escape himself from such curiosity. Without acute curiosity nobody gets at the true beauty of life.
Curiosity seems to be such a matter freed from its proper presence life tasted bitter. After all, curiosity preserves the balance between the life and love in the midst of the true media like you. If you think you will be able to concern that life pivots on ‘curiosity’. In life two types of curiosity always occur and hold the life meaningful. One is conscious curiosity and other is sub-conscious curiosity. Only your exquisite and realizable presence can elevate both these curiosities which enliven all the latent desires.
Everyman is curious inherently by birth. In course of time these curiosities get awakened in the occurrence of its suitable media. Everybody in life yearns for prompt curiosity to pass every moment in an exhilarant way. So, I love you to turn all feelings into sweetness to forget the seamy side of life. Pointing to this matter that ‘curiosity’ is the best key to unlock the most obscurity in life. Since no creation would be probable devoid of ‘curiosity’.
Life is a land of apathy. So, to make this land thriving and creative ‘curiosity’ is very much vital. Both life and soul can’t be reflected properly being separated from each other; ‘curiosity’ gets deeply rooted in the life. Though it is not seen but its absence converts a life motionless lacking of ample pleasure. To know this life and also get at this life I love you to have the extensive view to explore new-fangled regions during my exasperating journey. Relying on the conscious curiosity you will be capable of feeling the living existence to assuage the parched heart, and you are latent to touch conscience respecting subconscious curiosity.
Let me love you to consume all bitters of my life amid your keen curiosity. You exist so I am still in myself. Let me believe you to expand my inner beauty depending on your spontaneous curiosity. But the never-ending curiosity makes a man tempted and upset to comprehend the cryptic of this universe every moment. So I cherish you like a that curiosity which makes me run from the beginning to the unending path of life and guides me through thin and thick in this vast diversity. That curiosity derived from you is the best pillar to erect what I like for my life, because every curiosity gets life concerning you and me. You are the best sea of originating thousand of curious rivers to continue my stark land fruitful and all supposed dry rivers inundated.
We are really victims of diversity where ‘curiosity’ is the right guideline of the life. You are the real source of all my curiosity because my life is on questing after this vastness through your eagerness. Relating to the realizing of the life and love curiosity is the best and the most wonderful route to reach the acme of this creation.
So, I like partaking of curiosity. I like stepping in to the very of you to reinforce my life in the thinking of love that succours me invisibly. You are my ever close one whom I don’t know where you are standing regarding me. Yet I know you best you are my soft corner for curiosity to rouse all sort of propensities. I am a stream of the creation amid the diversification of enormous curiosity provided by you.
The starting of my daily life needs lots of curiosity to beautify every matter. Life can not be thought killing a little moment in its strict span. So every moment longs for curiosity to adorn life up majestically. Like a sparkle of fire it can ignite the heart. Like a sound of the conch it invokes the groan of the life like the ocean. Curiosity is the stately diversity in life where you are the wonderful diversification for my prosaic creation. Really I am a living shadow of the living ‘curiosity’ in case of the mingling of life and love in presence of your dynamic desire. I am I, and you are you, here both are in an awful and pleasurable ‘curiosity’.




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AM I ONLY BASTARD - First Published in 2008 under ERIC PUBLICATION in Kolkata, India